Sarah called me up 3 days ago. She was nice enough to tell me that it was my birthday month and I could have 25% off Levis products. So I met her today @ Parkway Levis.
It was like last time. She chose the jeans and tees for me. A nostalgic feeling came across me as I took the clothes that she chose and went into the fitting room..
There was one tee she asked me to try for her to see. I did not felt like "entertaining" (cant find the right word, therefore the quotes..) her. I dont know why. I can see that she was trying to lighten up the atmosphere, even smiling at times. When I was about to pay, I realised that she dint buy anything.,
I dont know it was by coincidence. When we were at the counter, a song played. It was Ne-yo's So Sick. The song that she used for her blog when we broke up. It brought a bittersweet feeling. I could feel an akward atmosphere between us.
I dont know. What I only know is that she was trying to do something. Maybe change the tension between us?
I dont know. I really want to see you happy. I saw your face when I said bye. I really dont know. I dont want to be hurt by you again. I am just protecting myself. Sometimes I really want to talk to you again. But I really dont know now. Its too much for me to take. Its either this or that. I dont want to do something stupid again.
As the saying goes: Let nature take its course.
I truly believe in this. But where will the future lead? Well, I really appreciate what you did for me today. Whatever you are trying to do, I could somehow feel it. I cant think anymore. Till next time, take care.
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